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Monday, 6 July 2015

Psalm 119, Featuring Jesus as The Word

On Sunday, June 28, 2015, our soon-to-depart Pastor Tim Kuepfer spoke on Psalm 119. The message is part of our church going through the whole Bible this year. We were at the time nearing the end of The Psalms in our daily readings. Most of what follows comes from Tim’s sermon.

Psalm 119 is known to most readers of The Bible for its being the longest chapter in the Scriptures. Not as many know, unless they have a printing of The Bible that shows it, that the chapter is divided into 22 sections, 1 for each letter of the Hebrew alphabet, in order from beginning to end. Furthermore, each section has 8 parallel structures or verses. According to Hebrew numerology, 8, or 7+1, points to something that is more than perfect, 7 being more commonly known as the number for perfection. On top of that, the writer employs 8 Hebrew terms to refer to the Hebrew or Mosaic Law, the Torah. The writer of this psalm is obviously trying to tell us how perfect is God’s Law, God’s Word.

Now, skip ahead in time some 1100 years to the appearance of the Gospel according to St. John. Right in 1:1 John refers to Jesus as The Word. Jesus, God Incarnate, is the ultimate expression to us on earth of God’s Word. What we see and hear from Him supersedes anything we have gotten from the older Law of Moses, the Old Testament Word. This is why we as Anabaptists and other Christians who hold similar beliefs teach that we have to interpret the whole Bible in the light of what we learned from Jesus. Jesus is God’s ultimate revelation. As he himself said, he came to fulfill The Law.

Furthermore, as Pastor Tim pointed out this past Sunday, July 5, a similar thing occurs with the book of Proverbs. Proverbs is about wisdom, and in it wisdom actually is personified. Wisdom speaks in the first person. Of course, what Wisdom is recorded as saying in scripture is accepted as inspired of God. Again, if we fast forward to the New Testament, we find  - guess what - Jesus is also seen as the source of all Wisdom (Colossians 2:3, Revelation 5:12).

In any case, with that background, getting back to Psalm 119. Pastor Tim had really put forth a challenge which I followed up on and completed with his encouragement. I took the entire Psalm and did my bet to paraphrase it as referring to Jesus. Wherever one of those eight words referring to The Law or The Word appears, I substituted something pointing to Jesus as a Person. It is not that easy to come up with alternatives that don’t end up being too repetitive though. I found, for example, that I often end up simply referring to Jesus in the second person, e.g., “ I meditate on you.” Sometimes I simply used “the way” or “your way,” which, in my mind is not altogether satisfying in terms of full substitution either, as Way can be another word for Law. Nevertheless, the results follow. In Word, where I composed this, I was able to put he text in 2 columns so the paraphrase was in the left hand column, with the original being on the right for comparison. However, when I pasted it here, it ended up in pairs of sections following one another, with the new 'version' first, followed by the original. Sorry about that.


Psalm 119
א (Alef)
119:1 How blessed are those whose actions are blameless,
who obey the Lord.
119:2 How blessed are those who observe him,
and seek him with all their heart,
119:3 who, moreover, do no wrong,
but follow in his footsteps.
119:4 You demand that the way you lived
be carefully kept.
119:5 If only I were predisposed
to follow your example!
119:6 Then I would not be ashamed,
if I were focused on all you did.
119:7 I will give you sincere thanks,
when I learn how justly you lived.
119:8 I will keep you in mind.
Do not completely abandon me!

ב (Bet)
119:9 How can a young person maintain a pure life?
By guarding it according to your example!
119:10 With all my heart I seek you.
Do not allow me to stray from you!
119:11 In my heart I store up your words,
so I might not sin against you.
119:12 You deserve praise, O Lord!
Teach me your way!
119:13 With my lips I proclaim
all you have revealed.
119:14 I rejoice in the lifestyle prescribed by your  example
as if they were riches of all kinds.
119:15 I will meditate on you
and focus on your behavior.
119:16 I find delight in you;
I do not forget you.


א (Alef)
119:1 How blessed are those whose actions are blameless,
who obey the law of the Lord.
119:2 How blessed are those who observe his rules,
and seek him with all their heart,
119:3 who, moreover, do no wrong,
but follow in his footsteps.
119:4 You demand that your precepts
be carefully kept.
119:5 If only I were predisposed
to keep your statutes!
119:6 Then I would not be ashamed,
if I were focused on all your commands.
119:7 I will give you sincere thanks,
when I learn your just regulations.
119:8 I will keep your statutes.
Do not completely abandon me!

ב (Bet)
119:9 How can a young person maintain a pure life?
By guarding it according to your instructions!
119:10 With all my heart I seek you.
Do not allow me to stray from your commands!
119:11 In my heart I store up your words,
so I might not sin against you.
119:12 You deserve praise, O Lord!
Teach me your statutes!
119:13 With my lips I proclaim
all the regulations you have revealed.
119:14 I rejoice in the lifestyle prescribed by your rules
as if they were riches of all kinds.
119:15 I will meditate on your precepts
and focus on your behavior.
119:16 I find delight in your statutes;
I do not forget your instructions.

ג (Gimel)
119:17 Be kind to your servant!
Then I will live and keep you in mind.
119:18 Open my eyes so I can truly see
the marvelous things in that are you!
119:19 I am like a foreigner in this land.
Do not withhold your help from me!
119:20 I desperately long to know
you at all times.
119:21 You reprimand arrogant people.
Those who stray from you are doomed.
119:22 Spare me shame and humiliation,
for I observe your way.
119:23 Though rulers plot and slander me,
your servant meditates on you.
119:24 Yes, I find delight in you;
you give me guidance.

ד (Dalet)
119:25 I collapse in the dirt.
Revive me!
119:26 I told you about my ways and you answered me.
Teach me your way!
119:27 Help me to understand what you mean!
Then I can meditate on you.
119:28 I collapse from grief.
Sustain me!
119:29 Remove me from the path of deceit!
Graciously give me your guidance!
119:30 I choose the path of faithfulness;
I am committed to your desires.
119:31 I hold fast to you.
O Lord, do not let me be ashamed!
119:32 I run along the path with you,
for you enable me to do so.

(Gimel)
119:17 Be kind to your servant!
Then I will live and keep your instructions.
119:18 Open my eyes so I can truly see
the marvelous things in your law!
119:19 I am like a foreigner in this land.
Do not hide your commands from me!
119:20 I desperately long to know
your regulations at all times.
119:21 You reprimand arrogant people.
Those who stray from your commands are doomed.
119:22 Spare me shame and humiliation,
for I observe your rules.
119:23 Though rulers plot and slander me,
your servant meditates on your statutes.
119:24 Yes, I find delight in your rules;
they give me guidance.

(Dalet)
119:25 I collapse in the dirt.
Revive me with your word!
119:26 I told you about my ways and you answered me.
Teach me your statutes!
119:27 Help me to understand what your precepts mean!
Then I can meditate on your marvelous teachings.
119:28 I collapse from grief.
Sustain me by your word!
119:29 Remove me from the path of deceit!
Graciously give me your law!
119:30 I choose the path of faithfulness;
I am committed to your regulations.
119:31 I hold fast to your rules.
O Lord, do not let me be ashamed!
119:32 I run along the path of your commands,
for you enable me to do so.

ה (He)
119:33 Teach me, O Lord, the lifestyle you prescribe,
so that I might observe it continually.
119:34 Give me understanding so that I might observe your way,
and keep it with all my heart.

119:35 Guide me in your path,
for I delight to walk in it.
119:36 Give me a desire for your way,
rather than for wealth gained unjustly.
119:37 Turn my eyes away from what is worthless!
Revive me with your presence!
119:38 Confirm to your servant your promise,
which you made to the one who honors you.
119:39 Take away the insults that I dread!
Indeed, your ways are good.
119:40 Look, I long for your teachings.
Revive me with your deliverance!

ו (Vav)
119:41 May I experience your loyal love, O Lord,
and your deliverance, as you promised.
119:42 Then I will have a reply for the one who insults me,
for I trust in you.
119:43 Do not completely deprive me of a truthful testimony,
for I await your justice.
119:44 Then I will follow you continually
now and for all time.
119:45 I will be secure,
for I seek your presence.
119:46 I will speak about you before kings
and not be ashamed.
119:47 I will find delight in you,
whom I love.
119:48 I will lift my hands to you,
whom I love,
       and I will meditate on you.

ה (He)
119:33 Teach me, O Lord, the lifestyle prescribed by your statutes,
so that I might observe it continually.
119:34 Give me understanding so that I might observe your law,
and keep it with all my heart.

119:35 Guide me in the path of your commands,
for I delight to walk in it.
119:36 Give me a desire for your rules,
rather than for wealth gained unjustly.
119:37 Turn my eyes away from what is worthless!
Revive me with your word!
119:38 Confirm to your servant your promise,
which you made to the one who honors you.
119:39 Take away the insults that I dread!
Indeed, your regulations are good.
119:40 Look, I long for your precepts.
Revive me with your deliverance!

ו (Vav)
119:41 May I experience your loyal love, O Lord,
and your deliverance, as you promised.
119:42 Then I will have a reply for the one who insults me,
for I trust in your word.
119:43 Do not completely deprive me of a truthful testimony,
for I await your justice.
119:44 Then I will keep your law continually
now and for all time.
119:45 I will be secure,
for I seek your precepts.
119:46 I will speak about your regulations before kings
and not be ashamed.
119:47 I will find delight in your commands,
which I love.
119:48 I will lift my hands to your commands,
which I love,
and I will meditate on your statutes.

ז (Zayin)
119:49 Remember your servant,
for you have given me hope.
119:50 This is what comforts me in my trouble,
for your promise revives me.
119:51 Arrogant people do nothing but scoff at me.
Yet I do not turn aside from you.
119:52 I remember you are of ancient times,
O Lord, and console myself.
119:53 Rage takes hold of me because of the wicked,
those who reject you.
119:54 You have been my song
in the house where I live.
119:55 I remember your name during the night, O Lord,
and I will stay by your side.
119:56 This has been my practice,
for I observe you way.

ח (Khet)
119:57 The Lord is my source of security.
I have determined to follow you him.
119:58 I seek your favor with all my heart.
Have mercy on me as you promised!
119:59 I consider my actions
and follow your ways.
119:60 I keep your example to follow,
eagerly and without delay.
119:61 The ropes of the wicked tighten around me,
but I do not forget you.
119:62 In the middle of the night I arise to thank you
for your justice.
119:63 I am a friend to all your loyal followers,
and to those who follow you.
119:64 O Lord, your loyal love fills the earth.
Teach me of your self!
  
ז (Zayin)
119:49 Remember your word to your servant,
for you have given me hope.
119:50 This is what comforts me in my trouble,
for your promise revives me.
119:51 Arrogant people do nothing but scoff at me.
Yet I do not turn aside from your law.
119:52 I remember your ancient regulations,
O Lord, and console myself.
119:53 Rage takes hold of me because of the wicked,
those who reject your law.
119:54 Your statutes have been my songs
in the house where I live.
119:55 I remember your name during the night, O Lord,
and I will keep your law.
119:56 This has been my practice,
for I observe your precepts.

ח (Khet)
119:57 The Lord is my source of security.
I have determined to follow your instructions.
119:58 I seek your favor with all my heart.
Have mercy on me as you promised!
119:59 I consider my actions
and follow your rules.
119:60 I keep your commands
eagerly and without delay.
119:61 The ropes of the wicked tighten around me,
but I do not forget your law.
119:62 In the middle of the night I arise to thank you
for your just regulations.
119:63 I am a friend to all your loyal followers,
and to those who keep your precepts.
119:64 O Lord, your loyal love fills the earth.
Teach me your statutes!
  
ט (Tet)
119:65 You are good to your servant,
O Lord, just as you promised.
119:66 Teach me proper discernment and understanding!
For I consider you to be reliable.
119:67 Before I was afflicted I used to stray off,
but now I follow you.
119:68 You are good and you do good.
Teach me your this!
119:69 Arrogant people smear my reputation with lies,
but I watch you with all my heart.
119:70 Their hearts are calloused,
but I find delight in you.
119:71 It was good for me to suffer,
so that I might learn of you.
119:72 The revelation of you is more important to me
than thousands of pieces of gold and silver.

י (Yod)
119:73 Your hands made me and formed me.
Give me understanding so that I might learn of you.
119:74 Your loyal followers will be glad when they see me,
for I find hope in you.
119:75 I know, Lord, that you are just.
You disciplined me because of your faithful devotion to me.
119:76 May your loyal love console me,
as you promised your servant.
119:77 May I experience your compassion, so I might live!
For I find delight in you.
119:78 May the arrogant be humiliated, for they have slandered me!
But I meditate on you.
119:79 May your loyal followers turn to me,
those who also know you.
119:80 May I be fully committed to you,
so that I might not be ashamed.
  
ט (Tet)
119:65 You are good to your servant,
O Lord, just as you promised.
119:66 Teach me proper discernment and understanding!
For I consider your commands to be reliable.
119:67 Before I was afflicted I used to stray off,
but now I keep your instructions.
119:68 You are good and you do good.
Teach me your statutes!
119:69 Arrogant people smear my reputation with lies,
but I observe your precepts with all my heart.
119:70 Their hearts are calloused,
but I find delight in your law.
119:71 It was good for me to suffer,
so that I might learn your statutes.
119:72 The law you have revealed is more important to me
than thousands of pieces of gold and silver.

י (Yod)
119:73 Your hands made me and formed me.
Give me understanding so that I might learn your commands.
119:74 Your loyal followers will be glad when they see me,
for I find hope in your word.
119:75 I know, Lord, that your regulations are just.
You disciplined me because of your faithful devotion to me.
119:76 May your loyal love console me,
as you promised your servant.
119:77 May I experience your compassion, so I might live!
For I find delight in your law.
119:78 May the arrogant be humiliated, for they have slandered me!
But I meditate on your precepts.
119:79 May your loyal followers turn to me,
those who know your rules.
119:80 May I be fully committed to your statutes,
so that I might not be ashamed.

 (Kaf)
119:81 I desperately long for your deliverance.
I find hope in you.
119:82 My eyes grow tired as I wait for your promise to be fulfilled.
I say, “When will you comfort me?”
119:83 For I am like a wineskin dried up in smoke.
Yet I do not forget you.
119:84 How long must your servant endure this?
When will you judge those who pursue me?
119:85 The arrogant dig pits to trap me,
which violates your teachings.
119:86 All your teachings are reliable.
I am pursued without reason. Help me!
119:87 They have almost destroyed me here on the earth,
but I do not reject you.
119:88 Revive me with your loyal love,
that I might follow the example you revealed.

ל (Lamed)
119:89 O Lord, you endure;
you stand secure in heaven.
119:90 You demonstrate your faithfulness to all generations.
You established the earth and it stood firm.
119:91 Today they stand firm because of you,
for all things are your servants.
119:92 If I had not found encouragement in you,
I would have died in my sorrow.
119:93 I will never forget you,
for you have revived me.
119:94 I belong to you. Deliver me!
For I seek your presence.
119:95 The wicked prepare to kill me,
yet I concentrate on you.
119:96 I realize that everything has its limits,
but you beyond full comprehension.
  
כ (Kaf)
119:81 I desperately long for your deliverance.
I find hope in your word.
119:82 My eyes grow tired as I wait for your promise to be fulfilled.
I say, “When will you comfort me?”
119:83 For I am like a wineskin dried up in smoke.
I do not forget your statutes.
119:84 How long must your servant endure this?
When will you judge those who pursue me?
119:85 The arrogant dig pits to trap me,
which violates your law.
119:86 All your commands are reliable.
I am pursued without reason. Help me!
119:87 They have almost destroyed me here on the earth,
but I do not reject your precepts.
119:88 Revive me with your loyal love,
that I might keep the rules you have revealed.

ל (Lamed)
119:89 O Lord, your instructions endure;
they stand secure in heaven.
119:90 You demonstrate your faithfulness to all generations.
You established the earth and it stood firm.
119:91 Today they stand firm by your decrees,
for all things are your servants.
119:92 If I had not found encouragement in your law,
I would have died in my sorrow.
119:93 I will never forget your precepts,
for by them you have revived me.
119:94 I belong to you. Deliver me!
For I seek your precepts.
119:95 The wicked prepare to kill me,
yet I concentrate on your rules.
119:96 I realize that everything has its limits,
but your commands are beyond full comprehension.

מ (Mem)
119:97 O how I love you!
All day long I meditate on you.
119:98 You make me wiser than my enemies,
for I am always aware of your presence.
119:99 I have more insight than all my teachers,
for I meditate on you.
119:100 I am more discerning than those older than I,
for I observe you.
119:101 I stay away from the evil path,
so that I might keep on you way.
119:102 I do not turn aside from you,
for you teach me.
119:103 Your words are sweeter
in my mouth than honey!
119:104 You give me discernment.
Therefore I hate all deceitful actions.

נ (Nun)
119:105 You are a lamp to walk by,
and a light to illumine my path.
119:106 I have vowed and solemnly sworn
to keep justice as you do.
119:107 I am suffering terribly.
O Lord, revive me with your presence!
119:108 O Lord, please accept the freewill offerings of my praise!
Teach me of yourself!
119:109 My life is in continual danger,
but I do not forget you.
119:110 The wicked lay a trap for me,
but I do not wander from you.
119:111 I claim you as my master forever,
for you give me joy.
119:112 I am determined to obey you
at all times, to the very end.

מ (Mem)
119:97 O how I love your law!
All day long I meditate on it.
119:98 Your commandments make me wiser than my enemies,
for I am always aware of them.
119:99 I have more insight than all my teachers,
for I meditate on your rules.
119:100 I am more discerning than those older than I,
for I observe your precepts.
119:101 I stay away from the evil path,
so that I might keep your instructions.
119:102 I do not turn aside from your regulations,
for you teach me.
119:103 Your words are sweeter
in my mouth than honey!
119:104 Your precepts give me discernment.
Therefore I hate all deceitful actions.

נ (Nun)
119:105 Your word is a lamp to walk by,
and a light to illumine my path.
119:106 I have vowed and solemnly sworn
to keep your just regulations.
119:107 I am suffering terribly.
O Lord, revive me with your word!
119:108 O Lord, please accept the freewill offerings of my praise!
Teach me your regulations!
119:109 My life is in continual danger,
but I do not forget your law.
119:110 The wicked lay a trap for me,
but I do not wander from your precepts.
119:111 I claim your rules as my permanent possession,
for they give me joy.
119:112 I am determined to obey your statutes

ס (Samek)
ֹ119:113 I hate people with divided loyalties,
but I love you.
119:114 You are my hiding place and my shield.
I find hope in you.
119:115 Turn away from me, you evil men,
so that I can keep my eyes on my Lord.
119:116 Sustain me as you promised, so that I will live.
Do not disappoint me!
119:117 Support me, so that I will be delivered.
Then I will focus on you continually.
119:118 You despise all who stray from you,
for they are deceptive and unreliable.
119:119 You remove all the wicked of the earth like slag.
Therefore I love you.
119:120 My body trembles because I fear you;
I am afraid of your judgment.

ע (Ayin)
119:121 I do what is fair and right.
Do not abandon me to my oppressors!
119:122 Guarantee the welfare of your servant!
Do not let the arrogant oppress me!
119:123 My eyes grow tired as I wait for your deliverance,
for your reliable promise to be fulfilled.
119:124 Show your servant your loyal love!
Teach me!
119:125 I am your servant. Give me insight,
so that I can understand you.
119:126 It is time for the Lord to act –
they disrespect you!
119:127 For this reason I love you
more than gold, even purest gold.
119:128 For this reason I carefully follow you.
I hate all deceitful actions.

ס (Samek)
ֹ119:113 I hate people with divided loyalties,
but I love your law.
119:114 You are my hiding place and my shield.
I find hope in your word.
119:115 Turn away from me, you evil men,
so that I can observe the commands of my God.
119:116 Sustain me as you promised, so that I will live.
Do not disappoint me!
119:117 Support me, so that I will be delivered.
Then I will focus on your statutes continually.
119:118 You despise all who stray from your statutes,
for they are deceptive and unreliable.
119:119 You remove all the wicked of the earth like slag.
Therefore I love your rules.
119:120 My body trembles because I fear you;
I am afraid of your judgments.

ע (Ayin)
119:121 I do what is fair and right.
Do not abandon me to my oppressors!
119:122 Guarantee the welfare of your servant!
Do not let the arrogant oppress me!
119:123 My eyes grow tired as I wait for your deliverance,
for your reliable promise to be fulfilled.
119:124 Show your servant your loyal love!
Teach me your statutes!
119:125 I am your servant. Give me insight,
so that I can understand your rules.
119:126 It is time for the Lord to act –
they break your law!
119:127 For this reason I love your commands
more than gold, even purest gold.
119:128 For this reason I carefully follow all your precepts.
I hate all deceitful actions.
  
פ (Pe)
119:129 You are marvelous.
Therefore my eyes remain fixed on you.
119:130 You are a doorway through which light shines.
You give insight to the untrained.
119:131 I open my mouth and pant,
because I long for you.
119:132 Turn toward me and extend mercy to me,
as you typically do to your loyal followers.
119:133 Direct my steps by your leading!
Do not let any sin dominate me!
119:134 Deliver me from oppressive men,
so that I can keep your way.
119:135 Smile on your servant!
Teach me your way!
119:136 Tears stream down from my eyes,
because people do not stick to you.

צ (Tsade)
119:137 You are just, O Lord,
and your judgments are fair.
119:138 You are just,
and absolutely reliable.
119:139 My zeal consumes me,
for my enemies forget you.
119:140 You are absolutely pure,
and your servant loves it!
119:141 I am insignificant and despised,
yet I do not forget you.
119:142 Your justice endures,
and you are reliable.
119:143 Distress and hardship confront me,
yet I find delight in you.
119:144 You remain just.
Give me insight so that I can live.

 פ (Pe)
119:129 Your rules are marvelous.
Therefore I observe them.
119:130 Your instructions are a doorway through which light shines.
They give insight to the untrained.
119:131 I open my mouth and pant,
because I long for your commands.
119:132 Turn toward me and extend mercy to me,
as you typically do to your loyal followers.
119:133 Direct my steps by your word!
Do not let any sin dominate me!
119:134 Deliver me from oppressive men,
so that I can keep your precepts.
119:135 Smile on your servant!
Teach me your statutes!
119:136 Tears stream down from my eyes,
because people do not keep your law.

צ (Tsade)
119:137 You are just, O Lord,
and your judgments are fair.
119:138 The rules you impose are just,
and absolutely reliable.
119:139 My zeal consumes me,
for my enemies forget your instructions.
119:140 Your word is absolutely pure,
and your servant loves it!
119:141 I am insignificant and despised,
yet I do not forget your precepts.
119:142 Your justice endures,
and your law is reliable.
119:143 Distress and hardship confront me,
yet I find delight in your commands.
119:144 Your rules remain just.
Give me insight so that I can live.
  
ק (Qof)
119:145 I cried out with all my heart, “Answer me, O Lord!
I will keep my eyes on you.”
119:146 I cried out to you, “Deliver me,
so that I can follow you.”
119:147 I am up before dawn crying for help.
I find hope in you.
119:148 My eyes anticipate the nighttime hours,
so that I can meditate on you.
119:149 Listen to me because of your loyal love!
O Lord, revive me, as you typically do!
119:150 Those who are eager to do wrong draw near;
they are far from you.
119:151 You are near, O Lord,
and you are totally reliable.
119:152 I learned long ago that
you in control forever.

ר (Resh)
119:153 See my pain and rescue me!
For I do not forget you.
119:154 Fight for me and defend me!
Revive me!
119:155 The wicked have no chance for deliverance,
for they do not seek you.
119:156 Your compassion is great, O Lord.
Revive me, as you typically do!
119:157 The enemies who chase me are numerous.
Yet I do not turn aside from you.
119:158 I take note of the treacherous and despise them,
because they do not abide with you.
119:159 See how I love you!
O Lord, revive me with your loyal love!
119:160 You are totally reliable;
and your justice endures.
  
ק (Qof)
119:145 I cried out with all my heart, “Answer me, O Lord!
I will observe your statutes.”
119:146 I cried out to you, “Deliver me,
so that I can keep your rules.”
119:147 I am up before dawn crying for help.
I find hope in your word.
119:148 My eyes anticipate the nighttime hours,
so that I can meditate on your word.
119:149 Listen to me because of your loyal love!
O Lord, revive me, as you typically do!
119:150 Those who are eager to do wrong draw near;
they are far from your law.
119:151 You are near, O Lord,
and all your commands are reliable.
119:152 I learned long ago that
you ordained your rules to last.

ר (Resh)
119:153 See my pain and rescue me!
For I do not forget your law.
119:154 Fight for me and defend me!
Revive me with your word!
119:155 The wicked have no chance for deliverance,
for they do not seek your statutes.
119:156 Your compassion is great, O Lord.
Revive me, as you typically do!
119:157 The enemies who chase me are numerous.
Yet I do not turn aside from your rules.
119:158 I take note of the treacherous and despise them,
because they do not keep your instructions.
119:159 See how I love your precepts!
O Lord, revive me with your loyal love!
119:160 Your instructions are totally reliable;
all your just regulations endure.
  
שׂ/שׁ (Sin/Shin)
119:161 Rulers pursue me for no reason,
yet I am more afraid of disobeying you.
119:162 I rejoice in you,
like one who finds much plunder.
119:163 I hate and despise deceit;
I love you.
119:164 Seven times a day I praise you
because of your justness.
119:165 Those who love you are completely secure;
nothing causes them to stumble.
119:166 I hope for your deliverance, O Lord,
and I obey you.
119:167 I keep your ways;
I love them greatly.
119:168 I keep your ways,
for you are aware of everything I do.

ת (Tav)
119:169 Listen to my cry for help, O Lord!
Give me insight by your word!
119:170 Listen to my appeal for mercy!
Deliver me, as you promised.
119:171 May praise flow freely from my lips,
for you teach me you way.
119:172 May my tongue sing about you,
for all you say is just.
119:173 May your hand help me,
for I choose to obey you.
119:174 I long for your deliverance, O Lord;
I find delight in you only.
119:175 May I live and praise you!
May you help me!
119:176 I have wandered off like a lost sheep.
Come looking for your servant,
for I have not forgotten you.
  
/שׁ (Sin/Shin)
119:161 Rulers pursue me for no reason,
yet I am more afraid of disobeying your instructions.
119:162 I rejoice in your instructions,
like one who finds much plunder.
119:163 I hate and despise deceit;
I love your law.
119:164 Seven times a day I praise you
because of your just regulations.
119:165 Those who love your law are completely secure;
nothing causes them to stumble.
119:166 I hope for your deliverance, O Lord,
and I obey your commands.
119:167 I keep your rules;
I love them greatly.
119:168 I keep your precepts and rules,
for you are aware of everything I do.

ת (Tav)
119:169 Listen to my cry for help, O Lord!
Give me insight by your word!
119:170 Listen to my appeal for mercy!
Deliver me, as you promised.
119:171 May praise flow freely from my lips,
for you teach me your statutes.
119:172 May my tongue sing about your instructions,
for all your commands are just.
119:173 May your hand help me,
for I choose to obey your precepts.
119:174 I long for your deliverance, O Lord;
I find delight in your law.
119:175 May I live and praise you!
May your regulations help me!
119:176 I have wandered off like a lost sheep.
Come looking for your servant,
       for I do not forget your commands.

Friday, 3 July 2015

Home-building in Richmond

Today I wrote our city, provincial and federal representatives the following, as there are 2 hearings about housing coming up next week and opinions are being solicited:

I want to share with you and the mayor, staff and councillors of our city my thoughts on housing in Richmond.  I am also copying it to our other city representatives at other government levels.

As so many have been saying for so long, the current building trend - which has already gone on far too long - must stop.

As a Christian who also is aware of and supports First Nations views on our need to care for our earth and try to keep it beautiful and sustainable for all, the way our Creator made it, I also believe I need to make my voice heard. 

What we are doing to our city is destructive to the environment and contributing to global warming. Is that what we want to be remembered for? What we are doing is also obscenely socially unjust. If we had prophets, as in biblical times, they would be calling judgment on our heads for what we are doing to the environment and to those who cannot afford any longer to live in their homes because of the greed of too many.

There are many groups involved. First is the federal government, who lets too many wealthy immigrants in, ostensibly to invest or get jobs. But that is another level of government beyond you all. However, I think it is the rsponsibility of city councillors and staff to bring citizens' concerns on federal matters to that government.

Then there are some immigrants who build what are now often referred to as these monster houses. Indeed, some are bigger than small hotels in other parts of our country. These people often do not end up working here because in the end they really do not have the language skills and because they can make more money in Asia, so they contribute little to our economy besides what they spend on houses, cars and other purchases. They generally keep all their other assets offshore, so they are nontaxable for Canada. Therefore, they claim low income and drain our social welfare coffers. I have close ties to the new immigrant community and I know how some of them count the days until they can get the maximal benefits from our system - OAS, GIS, Sales tax rebate etc, not to mention low-cost bus and community amenity passes and extra medical care - all the benefits that accrue to low income. For too many, this is just pocket money on top of what they already have. They are well-informed about these things by their immigration advisers and often know more about these matters than many who grow up here. Some thus also inflate our poverty figures, including for chlidren, as again, many of these wealthy parents don't work here and claim no income here as it is stil being earned and kept offshore.

We need to educate these newcomers about our Canadian values at the stage where they are expressing interest in coming here. They come here for our education and health care but, as I said, contribute little to its upkeep. They come here for our beauty and clean air, but are speeding up the process of changing all that by their driving and housing habits. 

Then there are the realtors who are just too happy to let home prices go up and up so they can make more. This is driving away many of our citizens; those who have lived here for years and those who have grown up here and have every right to keep living here in this beautiful environment. Instead, we sell out to wealthy immigrants at overblown prices. If the market cannot correct this, government needs to step in somehow. There are ethics invovled here.

Then there are the developers and builders. Again, why not, they will build what the customer wants. More money is made that way. Maybe the architects and developers need to teach their clients that large house are giving them a bad name in the eyes of fellow Candians and making them unwelcome. I have taken guests around our city and heard them and other newcmers comment on how ugly many of these new homes are with their mix of old, new and pretentious. It is again, socially and morally obscene the way we tear down perfectly sound homes in this city to make way for these monstrosities. In any other part of this country these homes would be kept up and renovated over time. Here? Why bother, let it deteriorate and we can sell it for a fortune. Four hundred homes gone in a year according to recent news reports? That's a whole village in other parts of our land. We need to encourge preservation of our homes, not destruction. At least these older homes would be more affordable to those who now cannot afford to live here.

Here is where the city comes in. We need to turn the tide on the increasing growth of our carbon footprint because of these building methods. Every tree cut down - and our tree bylaws and their renforcement, I'm sorry, are just a window-dressing joke in far too many instances - contributes to loss of oxygen and increase in carbon dioxide in our environment. It also directly drives up the temperature because trees give off water vapour which has a cooling effect. They also provide shade which further cools. They way some trees repeatedly have their limbs amputated - I won't give the practice the dignity of calling it pruning - even right on Number 3 Rd. almost in sight of city hall, is contrary to city bylaws, not to mention that it eventually kills the trees. Some of these newcomers come from cities and places where they are not used to greenery and trees. They are not used to looking after yards (mowing grass and raking up leaves), so they want no big trees that might cause more work such as pruning and cleaning up fallen leaves. We need to teach them (and many of our so-called arborists and gardeners, who are too often tree butchers - look at what they do to trees near hydro lines etc. - overkill and then some) the value of trees.

Environmentally, our Western traditional lawns make no sense either - cutting, watering, fertilizing etc. However, one can plant ground cover, flowers and shrubs. One can make gardens, what with all our concern about food safety, transportation costs and loss of farmland. Every square foot of green replaced by paving stone and pavement, or larger house, again contributes to global warming. This calls for more air conditioning... see the energy usage and costs increase? These homes must be ovens inside in the summer with no trees or greenery around to absorb heat and provide shade and cooling.   

Surely the City also realizes that many of these large homes with their large car-filled driveways are so made to accommodate the many illegal renters housed there. Many are also indeed unoffical hotels for tourists. All of this needs ot stop or be controlled and monitored.

Every time I go for a walk in the neighbourhood and see more developer signs and orange fencing etc., a little bit of me dies along with our city. Is this what our city representatives want to be remembered for - the death of Richmond and loss of many of its citizens to the rest of the country? We need some major changes at City Hall... I know there are some allies there, but obviously still not enough.

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Test run for a novel

Like possibly too many, I have often dreamed of writing a novel and have made struts to one.

Out of curiosity, if this was a chapter of a novel, would it intrigue you enough to want to read more of the story?

Trevor settled into one of the cushioned seats in the large steeply sloped auditorium. He tried to appear relaxed and at ease as he attempted to scan the auditorium as casually as he could. He was quite sure though, that inside, his heart was beating faster than usual. Med school at last. It was beginning to be real. Just the same, he knew it was still all very surreally not quite real yet. 

He looked at the make-up of the class. Mostly Caucasian but what would you expect here ion the heart of the prairies. Just the same, there was a more than population-supported proportion of students, yes classmates now, of what appeared to be Chinese and East-Indian descent. Then his eye caught sight of an attractive girl who appeared to be of aboriginal descent. Yes, he knew there would be some of those. He had read the news stories of how the university, the medical school, was trying to recruit native students into medicine, hoping that would somehow translate into their being better-equipped to provide appropriately culturally sensitive care to their own people.

His reverie was interrupted by the master of ceremonies beginning the program. Various key university and departmental staff were introduced, most of whom he was quite sure he would have little to do with after today. Then faculty were introduced. These he paid more attention to. Finally it was time to introduce the students, all fresh in their new white jackets. One-hundred ten students. A record number to keep up with the growing population. He look around as each student was introduced. There were a couple he knew somewhat from some of his university undergraduate classes, but none that he knew well. None of his real friends were going into medicine.  He wondered who and how many of his 109 classmates he would get to know better and maybe even become friends with. this was going to be an interesting journey.  

His wandering thoughts were again interrupted. “Shannon McKay”, the emcee was saying. Hhmm. So that was the aboriginal girl’s name. 

Trevor thought back to the kids he had known on the reserve at Little Green Lake those many years ago, or so it seemed now. His church youth group had made several trips up to that community to try and foster relationships between the two groups. 

“Trevor Loewen”. He almost jumped to his feet. He hoped his being caught off guard wasn’t too noticeable.  Pay attention, he told himself. Yes, that was an issue that had plagued him all through school. Some teacher had expressed concern about his wandering mind to his parents, to the point where he and even gone for an assessment by a psychologist. They were concerned about Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. The psychologist had concluded that, yes, there were issues, but she did not think they warranted giving him diagnosis. So, he had struggled on. And here he was in medical school. What did that say about all those naysayer? he wondered.

Now the emcee was at the point in the program where the class was together to rise and, as one, take the Hippocratic Oath. Trevor had read it over beforehand, carefully. He was not only doing that to get it right; he was genuinely interested in what it said. Could he agree with everything they were going to be saying? He had hear that some students had difficulty with it, especially now that so many doctors were looking more favourably at things like assisted suicide for the very ill and elderly, let alone abortion. he wondered how he was going to deal with those issues. To him, all of life was sacred. This much he believed he knew, no one but the Creator God had the right to give and take life. 

Creator God. Those were words not many in his circles commonly used together. However, it was a concept he had been introduced to when he had been part of the group connecting with the youth at Green Lake. Somehow, perhaps because he had always loved nature, what he understood as God revealed in the world, he had adopted the words as his own. Christians all understood God was the creator, but not all really paid that much attention to that role of his, that part of his make-up. Many in his home church were much more focussed on God’s role as Father perhaps.

He remembered how the native Christian elders had talked to them about how they had come to understand that their Creator God, the Great Spirit, had a Son who had come to earth to show humanity what he was really like, how they had perused the Bible to see what this was all about.  

Finally, the ceremonies came to an end. Trevor stood up with his class as they all filed out. Some of his classmates were looking for family members who had come to see this momentous event in their childrens’ lives. His parents had not been able to make it, but he had assured them that was quite alright. He knew they were behind him in spirit and that was what counted.

Suddenly he was almost rubbing shoulders with Shannon McKay. He glanced sideways at her lovely long dark hair, falling over her slim rounded shoulders, coming to rest on her nicely developed breasts… 

“Hi,” he said, somewhat shyly, “Feeling any different now?” 

Shannon looked up at him, catching his eyes briefly before looking ahead again, “Well, it’s sinking in slowly. I know my parents are so proud of me.”

“Are they here?” asked Trevor sincerely.

“No, they couldn’t afford to make the trip down, although they would have loved to.”

“I kind of know how you feel; my parents aren’t here either.” Trevor noticed her full-bodied lips as she smiled at him in response. “You staying for the reception?”

“I don’t think so,” she said, “I’m just not into that kind of gathering that much.”

“Well, I guess we’ll meet for classes Monday then,” Trevor responded. 

“Yeah, see you then,” Shannon replied, “Have a good weekend.”

Trevor fell back slightly and was watching her move ahead with the exiting throng when he heard his name being called. He turned to see Kenneth Roberts from his fourth year Biochemistry class.  

“Hi Ken,” said, “Well, we’re finally here.”

“Whatcha upto?” Kenneth asked, ‘I don’t think I’m staying for the reception. Wanna go for a beer?”

“I think I’ll stay for a bit at least,” Trevor said, “Never know who you’ll meet.”
“Suite yourself,” Ken answered, Next time then.’

“Yeah,” Trevor replied, “See you Monday.”

“You bet,” Ken replied as he turned and headed for the exit.

Trevor looked around on the concourse surrounding the lecture theatre. There were some white linen-draped tables set up with the expected crackers, cheese, grapes and some apple slices. he noted with approval that there were even some plate with small square of sweets. He fingered the two tickets in his pocket and looked around for the drinks table. All of the students had been given complementary tickets for drinks. 

Trevor was not much of a drinker. Indeed, he really knew little about all the different opportunities that might present themselves. He had just not grown up in that world where alcoholic beverages were part of the culture. However, the drinks were free and he reasoned this was a new world he was getting into and he might as well start learning now. 

“What’ll you have?” the server asked as Trevor offered a ticket to him. 

“I think I’ll just have a rum and coke,” he replied nonchalantly.

“White or dark?”

Oh, there were choices? What difference did it make? He’d have to keep this in mind. 

“Ah, white,” he said, trying not to sound like he felt.

“Ice?”

“Sure, thanks.”

The waiter scooped a few ice cubes into a plastic disposable glass, measured the clear liquor into it, topped it with coke from a can and handed it to him.

“Thanks,” Trevor said and turned back to scan the cord for a familiar face as he took a sip. Hhmm, not bad he thought. He could feel the slight burn of the rum going down, but the coldness of the sweet coke helped temper that.

A tall balding gentleman approached him, drink in hand and smiled, “Well, how are you feeling?” 

Trevor noted his nicely cut shirt and slacks. “I’m OK”, he responded.

“Yeah, we’ve all been there before,” the man replied, “At least those of us who are physicians. I’m Dr. Ron Baker.” He stretched out his free hand, “Pleased to meet you.”

“Likewise,” Trevor said, “I’m Trevor Loewen.”

“Ah, Loewen,” Dr. Baker said, “Where’re you from?”

“New Hope.”

“Ok,” Dr. Baker seemed to be chewing on that a bit, “Mennonite?”

“Yes,” Trevor acknowledged, wondering where this was going.

“I won’t hold that against you,”  chuckled Dr. Baker. “I’m actually an Alliance Church member.”

Trevor had heard that before and smiled back. But he was kind of amazed. Probably the last thing he had expected here was a conversation homing in on his faith. 

Dr. Baker continued, “Just call me Ron. I make it a point to attend these events. Never know who you’ll meet. Someone who might need some support. Medicine is a great profession but nowadays it can sometimes be a bit rocky for students who try to adhere to a faith.”

“I’m actually a member of the Christian Medical Society,” Dr. Baker went on, ‘Ever heard of it?”  

Trevor actually had not, “No,” he said, becoming a little intrigued. 

“Well,” continued Dr. Baker, “It was something I found helpful when I was a student. We meet as a group of physicians, students and sometimes residents - although they get busy - usually in a graduate’s home, about once a month. You’d be welcome if you’re interested.”

Trevor was interested. This sounded like something that might e worthwhile checking out.

As if on cue, Dr. Baker broke in, “Here’s my card. Let me know when you’ve given it some though” and before Trevor could barely utter a “Thank you” Dr. Baker melted into the crowd. Probably looking for another candidate Trevor thought, immediately judging himself for that..

Trevor took another sip of his drink and turned towards the food tables where he caught sight of a knot of his former classmates and some new ones standing and talking. They greeted one another and engaged in the usual sort of small talk Trevor generally expected in these situations with people one did not really know. He picked up some cheese on a cracker. 

Another older female approached the group. “Hi, I’m Dr. Evans”, she said, extending her hand. They all took her hand and introduced themselves. 

“I will be your anatomy instructor,” Dr. Evans informed them. “I’ll tell you right now, it might not be what you are expecting. You’ve probably heard store of corpses and formaldehyde smell. Yes, we still do some of that. Mostly nowadays though, it’s all done on virtual models with computers. But I won’t spoil the fun by telling you all about it now,” she added brightly, “You’ll begin to find that all out in my classes next week. But tell me about yourselves; what brings you here?” She looked round expectantly.

Trevor breathed a sigh of relief internally when Alex from his Physiology class in third year answered first, “I really can’t answer for all of us but I think many of us, at least myself, are here because we want to do something to help our fellow man.” 

“That’s true,” a student Trevor did not know but who had introduced himself as Nolan, continued, “but I’m also here because I’m interested in the research possibilities.”

“Ditto to all of the above,” a third student chimed in, “but I’m also interested in the bigger picture of public and even global health.”

“Wow,” Dr. Evans responded, “You guys are thinking ahead! That’s good, but don’t forget the basics as you said, she nodded in Alex’s direction. It’s easily enough done as you go through the years. Right now you’re probably thinking, how can that be, but I’m just sayin’ “ she smiled.

Trevor hung around for awhile, meeting a few students and other graduate doctors, some of whom would also be their instructors, nibbling a bit more form the food tables, but soon decided to leave.     

He placed his now empty glass down on a tray let for that purpose along one wall and casually wandered through the now-thinning throng to the exit. Once outside in the sunny warmth of late August he took off his white jacket and slung it over his shoulder as he walked somewhat self-consciously to the parking lot and his car. He felt like a different person, embarking on a new chapter in his young life, but those he met on the sidewalk paid him no extra heed. 

He pulled his old Civic out onto Notre Dame and headed east.  One more free weekend at home before the real new world began.