Telling My Faith Story - I
Okay. I have written at least
three posts on "telling our faith stories" - why, why not etc. It is
time for me to begin to work on my own story. I am also sharing it here with
you. There are many references in the Psalms and elsewhere to telling of the
acts of God, his mighty works etc., in the congregation, to the people and to
the nations. It is that path I am following here.
I believe in an earlier post I
wrote about why I am a Christian that I alluded to my faith heritage as being a
factor in that. That is the positive, the blessing, with which I can look back
and say my life and my faith pilgrimage started from. I don't know about the
faith of my ancestors prior to the Reformation. However, as an Anabaptist
Mennonite, I know that I probably come from a pretty good line of faithful
ancestors from then till now. I was blessed to have parents, grandparents,
uncles and aunts who were mostly staunch members of this faith community in
which my roots are. They taught me as much by example as word about it what it
means to be a follower of Jesus and to have a relationship with God. There
example, their teaching, their prayers - and one can never underestimate that -
as well as that of the faith communities to which we belong both guided me as I
grew up and kept me from falling into many traps that could have led to more
negative outcomes.
If we look at the beginning of my
life, my expectant mother (and I) were at her parents’ place, my maternal
grandparents, in the Burwalde district in southern Manitoba when she went into
labor. There was evidently a snowstorm, it being almost the end of October,
which could have had disastrous consequences on the prairies. My mother's
family knows from personal experience what happens when neighbors get lost in a
snowstorm and freeze to death. However, we made it to the Bethel Hospital in
Winkler, 5 miles away.
Then, and I don't know if my
mother's physician or she knew this, but I presented for delivery as breech, or
feet and rear end first. This in itself can be a dangerous situation, as a
baby's head is the biggest part of the body and if the rest is delivered but
the head gets stuck, well, you can imagine what could happen. Being a firstborn
child added to that risk because who knew how wide my mother's pelvis was going
to open. Thirdly, I was being delivered by a family physician in a rural
hospital which could also be an issue because they would not have the same
training and experience as an obstetrician in larger centers such as Winnipeg,
which was over an hour's drive away. Indeed, in those days, it seemed much
farther than that. However, rural physicians in those days also became quite
accomplished in some of these areas simply through necessity and experience.
So, things worked out and I was
delivered all right. Then, some two months later, I guess when I was deemed old
enough to travel, mother and I set out on the return trip to join my father
many miles to the north in Oxford House, Manitoba. Grandfather, mother and I
took the train to the place where we would catch a plane to the community to
which we were headed. When the aircraft finally took off from this place, The Pas,
it needed to make a stop in Norway House. I almost met a premature end there
because the pilot mistakenly at first thought that the people that were waving
evergreen branches were welcoming him down to a landing strip on the frozen
lake. Actually, they were trying to drive him away, because that was an area
where they had just been cutting ice to use for storage and whatever had frozen
over after that, would not have supported our aircraft. We landed safely
farther away.
The next big event where I would
say I remember God's hand being on our family was some six years later. Our
youngest brother, not even six months old, was not doing well. We were then
living in Grand Rapids, still an isolated community at the mouth of the
Saskatchewan River and Lake Winnipeg. We were fortunate enough to get an
aircraft to fly mother and Lloyd to St. Anthony's Hospital at the Pas, where
they diagnosed that he had what they described as a large cyst on his kidney.
Our whole family then went down
to Winnipeg, where Lloyd was operated on to remove this cyst, which resulted in
him losing one kidney as well. This was done at St. Boniface Hospital by a Dr.
McNamara, I believe, and it was evidently the first time such surgery had been
performed in Manitoba on an infant. Lloyd's life was spared again within the
year when our family was enjoying some tobogganing on our riverbank on a cold
winter day. We were all walking back to the top of the hill after a run when we
noticed Lloyd was nowhere to be seen. We looked around and there was his
snowsuit-hooded head bobbing in our open waterhole. In those days, we got our
water from the river by keeping a hole open in the ice. We grabbed him from
that freezing water and rushed him into the house, stripped him and warmed him
up and he was all right.
It was around that time, and I am
not sure of the exact dates or whether I was six or seven-years-old. Our
parents regularly read stories from the Bible or other Christian materials to
us at bedtime before they said our night-time prayers with us. I don't know
what triggered my behavior on this one particular evening. However, I remember
breaking down in tears and crying because of my awareness of my own sinfulness.
Our parents comforted me with the words of First John 2:1 and 2: “But if anyone
does sin, we have an advocate with the father, Jesus Christ the righteous; and
he is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not for ours only but also for
the sins of the whole world." Our parents explained this to me and told me
what I could do to set things right between me and God with a prayer to him and
I decided to do this. My sister decided she wanted to do the same, and we both
were "born again" that evening.
I can say, that since that time,
no matter what has come my way in my life, no matter what questions might have
come up in my mind, God has kept me from straying from the path that he helped
set me on that day, and for that I give him thanks. Of course, I am also
thankful to my parents and all those around me who had influenced me by that
time and continue to do so for their role in helping keep me in The Way since
then.
Please write in English. Thanks.
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